I am once again beyond exhausted. I MUST nap when the lil man naps today. And, hopefully, my self-defeating thoughts will not keep me awake.
I keep wondering how I can pull off working 20 hours a week when I only have a sitter about 8 hours a week?…how/when can I read all the chapters for the “More than Words” class under the same restraints?…. how can I prepare for the first support group meeting under the same time restraints?…especially when all I want to do right now is sleep!?
I really wish I didn’t extend myself so far. I want to be “supermom” but am now thinking of giving up some of these tasks. But, then I keep thinking “only 6 more classes”. I do not have to be perfect, just do what I can. However, I am used to being as perfect as I can at any task I undertake. I am not comfortable otherwise.
I have not had time to keep up a simple blog. I have not had time to watch stupid tv shows. I have not had time to relax and take care of myself.
Can someone please add more hours to the day? More days in a week? Something?
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