It’s been so long since I blogged, that I did not remember what my last post was about. However, when I saw it, I laughed. Obviously, someone/something out there was warning me not to add anything else to my plate. Not listening, they decided to strike me ill!
I am still fighting the ickiness (mild pneumonia) but feel infinitely better than I have since last Sunday. I knew I was sicker than usual because I am still able to obsess over things that need to be done, do dishes and laundry, keep the house okay looking while still feeling terrible. This time, I could care less how anything looked. Well, I did care, but I could not get myself up to do a single task. And, my obsessive thoughts, especially about our son’s ADOS, were nowhere to be found. In that sense, it was a nice vacation from thinking. I did not even obsess about work (or not being able to work). I think the only thing I obsessed about was sleep and rest!
I do feel bad about not being a healthy mother for my son last week. He watched way too much tv and was unable to enjoy the wonderful weather outside. However, by taking it really easy last week, I am hoping this upcoming week I can do more with him.
The first sign I am starting to recover – thoughts are keeping me awake from a potential nap. I told myself I would blog while my hubby and son were at the gym.
But now I really do feel sleepy and am hoping to close my eyes for a few minutes before the boys come home…