Everyday I have thought about updating my blog and everyday I am too exhausted to open the computer. The high allergens are not helping my activity level. Add to that the limited activity of the day and I am an achy zombie most of the day! I have not been consistently taking any pain medication (even OTC, especially due to the fact I am having a lumbar epidural next Wednesday). My sleep and energy levels are the same post-op as pre-op, which I am not very happy about. I have been sleeping alone downstairs and I still cannot get a consistent five hours of sleep per night. I have begun taking melatonin which makes me fall asleep quicker, but does not aide in any other way.
I don’t want this post to be all bah humbug, so I will note some positive changes I have been trying to make in the past couple weeks. I have been attempting daily meditation via the app Headspace. Secondly, I have started using MyFitnessPal app again, consistently. I have shed a couple of pounds but find it hard to lose weight if I try to eat more than 1200 calories, which is too restrictive for me. Hopefully when I can add some exercise in, that will help my endeavor of losing these 35 pounds I have gained in TX the past 4 years!
Next Thursday, I have my next appointment with my surgeon and am hoping I can go back to work part-time, at least. I am very bored but do not think I have the energy level for full-time work, yet.
Well, I tried the hydrocodone with Benadryl to see if I could avoid the itchiness. It did not work, so I am taking 4 Advil every 8 hours or so. I slept much better last night due to the lack of itching and lack of repeated daytime naps. The day of surgery was like one long nap most of the day. Yesterday and today, I took only one afternoon nap.
The surgeon told Rob that my pain level would not increase from how I felt post-surgery. That’s not really been the case. Today my inner arm and elbow both feel like they’ve been cut open (which they have). Plus, my right shoulder feels wonky. It must be because of relying on my right arm these past few days. And, of course, when moving some Garbage Pail Kids, my left lumbar back went out/popped. I took muscle relaxers and put the heating pad on it, but it still hurts.
I attempted my first shower with a garbage bag arm and Rob waiting right outside. Who knew that a simple shower that is usually refreshing could wipe someone out so much!
Tomorrow is the first day of 1st grade and Rob’s last day home with me. Here’s hoping it is an easier day!
I slept in and off til about 6 pm yesterday. The most painful part of the surgery was getting my wedding ring cut off. I’m not being poetic — that archaic tool actually hurt! I was in good spirits until around 1 am.
At 1 am, my cat let me know she was in the room. I got up, let her out, and came back to bed realizing the ice pack leaked through one of my stacked pillows. Well, I took a hydrocodone and could not fall back to sleep due to the itching. About an hour or so later, I realize my hand is swelling and googled if that’s okay.
Fast forward to the dogs barking and me waking my husband up at 7. He tells me to call the surgeon about my hand. She says it is not normal and to remove the ace bandage to see if that helps. If not, I have to call her back.
I’m eagerly awaiting with two ice packs on my hand/arm. Not the best second-half to day 1 of post-surgery!
Yes, tomorrow is the big day: ulnar nerve decompression and transposition. I haven’t written lately due to trying to get done as much as I can before surgery and before Roger’s first day of school on Monday. I have been so wrapped up in planning that I have not had much time to think about the surgery. That was until last night.
Last night, Roger woke me up around 1 am to move into his bed. After he woke me, I started calculating the amount of hours I had before my surgery. I was up the next two hours, consumed with thoughts of surgery. Thankfully, I fell asleep for a couple more hours before starting the day.
Anxious is the feeling of the day. Hopefully, that will soon pass, and the new feeling will be rested.
Today’s appointment was the polar opposite of yesterday’s appointment. The nurse brought me back about 10 minutes early to thoroughly go through my paperwork. A few minutes after that the doctor came in. She wanted to see my cervical reports and wanted to make a clear determination of pain stemming from my elbow v. pain stemming from my neck. She said that what I have is called “double crush syndrome”. This led to doing many different tests. A few showed “Wartenberg’s sign” where I am unable to keep my pinky finger squeezing my ring finger. The tests were timed and by the time they were done both fingers were far apart from each other. Another test showed my incredible weakness in my left arm. I was not even aware it was so weak. It seemed like one of those illusions. She scratched along the nerve and did strength tests and she easily pushed my arm towards me. Unlike yesterday’s opinion, she said the EMG had shown severe compression and my nerve is working less than 50%. Due to all of the above, the only solution would be surgery on my left arm. She said it was beyond the realm of physical therapy or just wearing a brace at night. Also, the other surgeon suggested decompression surgery. This surgeon disagrees. She states decompression usually ends with another surgery down the line to move the nerve. Therefore, the surgery would combine both decompression and transposition of the ulnar nerve. From what I have read, a lot of patients agree with this approach and do not understand why their surgeons only opted for decompression. She also thoroughly went through the surgery process and will have a pre-op with me to review the surgery and all my instructions. She said to bring a list of questions. Wow! The other surgeon was not going to have a pre-op.
Surgery is scheduled for Friday, August 25th and the pre-op that Monday, August 21st. She was so thorough that I currently cannot think of any questions! Three days after surgery is Roger’s 1st day of 1st grade. I am hoping to be on my feet to see him into the doors of the school with Rob. These next few weeks will be crazy and the following six will be in recovery. Full recovery takes 3-6 months. Roger was happy to announce that in 6 weeks after surgery, I can tie his shoes again! Silly boy!
Today, I had the first appointment with a surgeon to discuss my ulnar nerve entrapment. After a large packet of paperwork was completed, I was brought into the back by the nurse and/or surgeon’s assistant. He led me through a series of tests and questions (a lot that I had just answered in the pile of paperwork). After about 10 minutes, he said the doctor would be in. The doctor repeated a couple of the tests I had just done and really did not ask too much about symptoms. Maybe he read the paperwork! He said there were two options: 1) sleep in a brace to improve the symptoms, which would take roughly 3 months or 2) cubital tunnel release surgery. He said since the muscle in my hand is not atrophied, surgery is not the only option. I forgot how he worded it, but my retort was, “Well, I do not want to wait for atrophy to have the surgery”. He said since my nerve entrapment is severe, he recommends surgery but wanted to give me another option since some patients want to avoid surgery at any cost. He did not go into the details of the surgery at all. I had a few questions for him regarding the surgery and recovery. If I had not asked any questions, the appointment would have lasted maybe 3 minutes with him. I said I would like to schedule the surgery and he said, “My staff will come in to schedule, I’ll next see you at surgery”. Lack of bedside manner is an understatement.
From the get-go, I was a little hesitant of this appointment. When I left the pain doctor, she said I needed surgery and had 2 recommendations but knew my primary care physician would want to give her own referral. When my PCP’s office called to discuss the EMG and referral, the nurse said my doctor wanted to use this practice and the nurse saw there was a specialist in hand, wrist, elbow at the Flower Mound office. It was a recommendation for a practice, not a doctor. I still kept the appointment due to good online reviews of the surgeon (and would still use him, if need be). However, I reached out to my pain doctor for her recommendations and have a second opinion appointment scheduled for tomorrow morning. I am hoping to get a better vibe from this doctor. I know this surgery is inevitable, I would just like a surgeon who discussed it further with me, rather than me having to pry information out of them.
Today I had my second opinion for ACDF surgery with a neurosurgeon. I already scheduled ACDF surgery with an orthopedic surgeon for October 19th. I spent a long time with the nurse going over my back pain history, therapies, treatments, and doing some reflex and strength tests. Once that was completed, the nurse said the surgeon would come in to discuss the results of my MRI. He plainly stated that he only urges surgery if 1) the spinal cord is compressed or 2) weakness. Since I don’t have either at the current time, he does not recommend surgery now. He did say, though, that I will need surgery in the future due to the disc degeneration/spondylosis. He recommended traction kit to use at home for 30 minutes a day/daily for 3 months. He put off having ACDF surgery on himself for 10 years by doing traction for 3 months, every two years. He said he knew it was time once traction no longer worked.
At first I was relieved. I am looking at a possible surgery on my arm/elbow and cannot imagine two surgeries in such close proximity of each other. However, then I was wondering how long do you put off surgery? I have read of individuals who waited too long and had the surgery but the nerves could not recover. I will reach out to my PCP and let her know and ask her thoughts, since my thoughts are overwhelming!