Luckily, last night Rob slept in Roger’s room and I got to sleep in our king bed. I might not have gotten the best night’s sleep (lots of tossing and turning and waking at 2 am out of habit), but I was able to fall back asleep and stay in bed until 6:30ish. I feel like a brand-new woman. I am the polar opposite of yesterday’s zombie. I feel refreshed, raring to go, happy, and not irritable (well, I am alone all day, so it may be too early to say that). I am enjoying myself today and getting lots done.
This afternoon, our new ABA will arrive to talk about our sleeping issues. It could not have come at a better time or on a better day, since I am functional. I am HOPING things getter better.
Currently, in the background, I am listening to Belle & Sebastian’s Live on YouTube. As if to be reassured in my “bigger” size, I see the woman behind the beautiful voice and music. She is not what one would envision. She is normal, not made up, what one may say is a “plain Jane”. But she is not plain, she is angelic as soon as the vocals leave her body.
I am so much more than my outer appearance. I have to remember that. Daily affirmation time?
Spinning Wheels 