Right now, I am feeling more grounded. The house is clean. A second sitter has been hired. The drawers are in order. A huge pile is ready to be shredded. Organization helps me focus and breath. It is my zen…my yoga. Now, I just have to figure out how to incorporate exercise more into my daily life — other than chasing the lil man from room to room and around the yard.
I have been worrying about the upcoming Support Group and what I should contribute (other than my own story). The manager at Rowell told me I get $20/25 per month for supplies for the group – non-food supplies. I am not too sure what exactly that means. It kept me up a bit last night. I was thinking I should buy some spiral notebooks with pockets and a packet of pens. I will supply my e-mail address/ phone numbers for the other parents and hope they may contribute some ideas and suggestions for upcoming groups.
The other group gives out a raffle gift each meeting. However, is that truly necessary? Someone receive a gift for attending a support group…is the support group not enough?! So much to think about regarding that.
I think I may also be worried about our upcoming class. I have not been in a classroom setting for years and am worried about doing the best I can. Can you not tell from this post that I am a perfectionist and worry-wart?
I love how I started this post being grounded and now I am working myself up. Time to breath, watch a terrible episode of Nip/Tuck and drink some tea.