Despite my pride for finishing that hard-as-hell circuit training class on Monday, my body was not very happy with me. When I decided to go back to working out and joined a gym after my surgery, I told my husband (and myself) that I would ease back into it. That is what I had been doing with beginner’s Zumba and beginner’s Yoga, the exercise bike, and very little (due to lack of fitness) elliptical. Monday’s workout was way too advanced. It was not easing in but something I may hope to be able to do in a year’s time when I fully recover from ACDF.
Monday night I could already feel the pain beginning while trying to sleep. By 4 am (my ‘wake-up and begin work’ time), literally every muscle in my body ached. There were muscles that no matter how in shape I was I must never have worked out. The most striking is whatever muscle is from the elbow to the wrist. I have never exercised that muscle and I’m not sure I want to again! My neck muscles, shoulder muscles, back muscles, stomach muscles, glutes, quads, inner thighs, calves all hurt like hell all day Tuesday. I felt like crap and had to take a nap after work. I still felt crummy when I woke up from the nap.
This morning my muscles tamed down a bit but definitely not enough to do any sort of exercise besides walking Roger to school and back. Fortunately, I had a massage booked from a Groupon and that helped immensely.
Tomorrow I am going to attempt gentle yoga. I know I can always go into child’s pose if need be.
* An aside: I get an inspirational quote in my email daily. Today’s rocked and I want to share it with everyone.
“Wrinkles should merely indicate where smiles have been.”
Last week, I signed up for an orientation class at the gym. They have this large piece of equipment in the middle that is capable of numerous exercises but pretty difficult to decipher without training. I received a confirmation email and kept it in my inbox.
This morning I look at the email again. It states “Small Group Training”. GULP. Did I sign up for a circuit training class?! I called the gym and explained that I am completely out of shape and, probably, unable to handle this type of class. (Also, at 10 am tickets were going on sale for the Polyphonic Spree’s 17th Annual Extravaganza. That was the time the class started). The person who answered the phone reassured me that modifications would be given and to try it out.
Reluctantly, I went to the gym. Thankfully, the first warm up the trainer put me and one other lady on was the treadmill. I was able to walk and buy the concert tickets (Row C in the Middle Section!!!). The following 40 minutes were treacherous. I had ACDF surgery in July, so I had many modifications. Even with the modifications, my body started dripping in sweat halfway through the class. By the end of class, my legs were jelly. We took a snapshot since this was the first class of its kind at the gym.
Tomorrow my body (especially my neck and back) will let me know if I can handle this class or if it’s too soon for me. Either way, I am super proud of myself for not cancelling, not giving up half way through and not half-assing it. I DID IT!
I keep getting notifications on Facebook about how long it’s been since I’ve updated my page. I update my page whenever I update my blog. After much thought, I was contemplating stopping the blog altogether and posed that question on my page. One individual said I should continue writing. So, I decided to give it a go today and see where this takes me.
As I was setting up my computer to start this, my eight year old son comes up to sing me a song he had just written. It included guitar solos. After his private performance to me, he asked if I could take a video. The song was over eight minutes long. He is now in the process of writing a shorter song for me to video. Earlier today, he was drawing evolutions of his own Pokémon. He has so much creativity and motivation! Of course, in my mind, I compared it to my lack of creativity and motivation.
The end of last week I decided to create a inspiration/vision board. At first, my goal of the board was to promote weight loss/fitness and positivity. As I added things, I realized other aspects of me I wanted to shine again: being excited, being imaginative, remembering to give myself some breaks. I had put it off for some time but had an opportunity to work on it when my husband took my son to the movies. For about an hour and a half, I focused completely on the board (along with the background music of Hank von Hell’s solo album). I was embarrassed to tell my husband what I was making because I knew he would find it silly. I found it kind of silly before I actually created it. The pic is cut-off in parts, but you get the gist: vision board.
I’m off to listen to the new song and enjoy my day with my son.